ANXIOUS

I can't wait to be in Arizona again. I can't wait to tell my family how grateful I am for having them in my life and all that they have done for me. Its been such an amazing year, so far. We still have Christmas and new years. I am so blessed to have such a wonderful life and so many wonderful people in my life today.

Last night as I was going to sleep Maggie and Chico came into my room, jumped on my bed, snuggled into my arms and fell right asleep. I started tearing up...Animals finally trust me and they can love me for me. I spoil those puppies sooo much! Its unbelievable! I am grateful for Tyler, the family that I live with and has basically adopted me and my family. Speaking of family, I went to park city last night to visit them and my sister had made a book about what she was grateful for. On the back of this book she had drawn everyone in my family except for me...I was almost resentful towards her (she is 6) until I realized that its my fault. I never take the time to go up and visit with her anymore. Ty looked at me as we were driving home and said that we should go up once a week just to visit. I thought he was crazy but if it meant that my sister wouldn't forget about me then I would do it. I love my family and I love everyone who calls me out on my crap. I have learned many lessons this week, especially the most important one:

Learn to live with what you have
even if its not what you want.
God gives you what you need or what he thinks we need
to be happy.
There is no such things as a coincidence,
its God being anonymous
and doing for us
what we can not do for ourselves.
Appreciate the little things.